3.Numb

I have my dubious motives
for my fatuous friends
I have a need to be needed
and feel superior again

and I'd rather be shallow
blind deaf and dumb
I can't afford the risk of
feeling anything but numb

(oh no! - shhh! can you see me? can you see me? don't come too
close to my exposure - I can't expose myself -not to anyone - do
you hear me?- not to anyone)

and I am such a coward
and I am such a fake
I like too keep my pulse down
to soothe this beating ache

(oh no! - shhh! can you see me? can you see me? don't come too
close to my exposure - I can't expose myself -not to anyone - do
you hear me?- not to anyone)

I have my dubious motives
for my fatuous friends
I have a need to be needed
and feel superior again

and I'd rather be shallow
blind deaf and dumb
I can't afford the risk of
feeling anything but numb